Saturday, October 18, 2014

Purgatory


I’m stuck…
In purgatory. 
In limbo between heaven and hell. 
The good memories of you, I hold on to. 
They overshadow the evil that you’ve done. 
But somewhere deep in the depths of my soul, I still think you’re the one. 
Everything about you was perfect…a little too good to be true. 
It caused me to look past your flaws or shortcomings. 
Pictures of us replay over and over again in my head, yet as time goes on, they start to fade into the wind. 
Soon enough, you’ll just be a thought. 
A distant memory, if you will. 
But until then, I’ll be stuck in purgatory…
In limbo between heaven and hell.

Black Hole

She felt a perpetual sadness. 
The kind that constantly eats up at the emptiness inside of her.
She wandered each day, going through the motions, but the life in her no longer existed.
The joy of the morning was her greatest pain, translating to another day she was forced to endure and conjure ways to cope with her bleak existence.
Life hasn’t been kind. 
And her personal hell pushed her deeper and deeper into darkness.
She remembers her happiness. But happiness doesn’t live here.